I have been thinking a lot lately about how much I have grown as a mom these past few years. I use to focus on Audrey’s diagnosis, wanting to know all the details of her genetic makeup and how to get her to the next milestone. I have slowly come out of the deep dark place I was once in not so long ago. This was done intentionally, lots of hard work (individual therapy and group coaching), surrounding myself with moms who live a similar life and viewing as many accounts and platforms out there regarding parenting a child with a disability. There is still hard. I am a work in progress. There are still sad days and moments. But what I’m realizing is that my focus has shifted. I have more realistic expectations, I have pulled back on specialists and therapies that were causing more stress than help… And let me tell you, it is a beautiful thing.
I don’t know where this life is going to take me in the near future but I do know that I want to be that listening ear for other moms. Some days I don’t feel strong enough to help anyone else but the truth is, anyone living this rare life has a perspective someone can relate to. I hope to be that person. That is my New Year Resolution.
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